Saturday, January 5, 2008

Learning From Statistics

It was the hardest class I had ever taken in my whole life--Statistics (or as some have called it--Sadistics).

Our professor, Dr. Sterling Hilton, told us that he had chosen the best textbook he could find. I believed him but even though I knew the words I was reading were English words, they might as well have been Japanese words. Then after reading the chapter 2-3 times I had to face a greater challenge--complete the assignments based on the difficult reading.

As I started to doubt my abilities and considered dropping the class Dr. Hilton gave me some wonderful advice. He said to concentrate on the learning and not the grade. Yet, as I contemplated his advice I realized that I could learn 50% and still fail the class. That was a daunting thought.

The irony to all this was that I truly loved the class. My husband questioned my sanity asking in disbelief, "How can you love a class that is so hard for you?!?" Why did I? One reason was because of the "A-ha" moments--times when the light finally dawned after an uphill struggle to understand. If I let my mind wonder for 2 seconds during class or while reading the textbook, I was lost. Therefore, I had to be continually engaged. As difficult as this was, it was also exhilarating as my mind was stretched to grasp a concept in the foreign language of statistics.

So I continued to love the class and follow Dr. Hilton's advice to focus on learning praying that I would at least pass the class but also being willing to retake it if needed. Well, the semester ended, and I had survived statistics. But had I passed? With trepidation and butterflies in my stomach I finally mustered up the courage to look at my grade. There are no words to describe what I felt as an "A-" stared back at me. No "A-" has ever meant so much to me.

There are so many valuable and life changing lessons I learned from this experience that have nothing to do with statistics, and I'll never be the same.

As we work with diverse learners who face at times challenges that seem to be insurmountable, we must remind them to focus on the learning and not to give up. The very fact that the road wasn't easy will make the eventual success that much sweeter and their character that much stronger.